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Name: Faint
Location: Fort Worth, Texas, United States
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Interests: Piano, baking, drawing, writing poems and stories, cooking, video games, and anything to do with anime and manga, or really Japan in general
Expertise: None really. I'm a pretty good pastry chef, but I'm no where close to professional, and I'm ok at the piano seeing as I'm self taught and can't read sheet music. I've been told that I have the writing capability to publish a book, which I do intend to do eventually.
Occupation: Student and Girlfriend


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Member Since: 3/7/2009

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Thursday, May 26, 2011

Comments go here people!

New characters to be chosen from! You can either keep your old rp or start a new one with a new character. And this time I have pictures!!!!!

Faint "Valentine" Sabaku
Faint
Age: 17
Birthday: November 10
Personality: Untrusting and distant at first, but warms up once she gets to know someone, and is actually very nice
Sexuality: Straight

Hugo "Smiling Jack" Cainlyn
Hugo
(Only alteration to this picture is that Hugo has brown hair and green tips)
Age: 18
Birthday: December 7
Personality: Very sarcastic and quite a smart ass. Likes making jokes and thinks that everything is funny.
Sexuality: Straight

Kazuhiro "Rose" Bara
Kazuhiro
(No tattoo on face)
Age: 20
Birthday: October 31
Personality: Distant and quiet around those he doesn't know. Loud and obnoxious around those he does. Caring and can be protective.
Sexuality: Bisexual

Kuriko "Insanity" Bara
Kuriko
Age: 26
Birthday: July 29th
Personality: rather cold and distant to those she doesn't know, very protective of her brother, Kazuhiro, doesn't let many people close.
Sexuality: Bisexual

Christian "Drago" Jones
Christian
(lighter brown hair and sky blue eyes)
Age: 25
Birthday: February 14
Personality: Very soft spoken, a perfect gentleman.
Sexuality: Gay

Rikku "Sanctuary" Hutchinson
Rikku
(older than this)
Age: 29
Birthday: September 14
Personality: Very outspoken and likable. Rather blunt at times and has a hard Irish accent
Sexuality: Straight

Richard "Exile" Hutchinson
Richard
Age: 30
Birthday: August 13
Personality: Caring, outspoken, strong willed, doesn't like to be messed with.
Sexuality: Straight

Lillian "Belladonna" Marks
Lillian
Age: 24
Birthday: June 10
Personality: Joker, loves to have fun, but takes work very seriously
Sexuality: Straight
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Here's how it goes. Rikku and Richard are married so one will show up in the other's story. The Baras are siblings, so same thing goes. Here are my rules:
1. No god moding. You start acting like you're the best out there and start trying to treat my characters like they're less than you, I'm dropping.
2. No illiterate people. I understand the occasional typo, but if you can't write the sentance, "I would like to go to the store for you." Without writing it like this, "I wld lke 2 go 2 the store 4 u." Don't even bother with asking me to rp
3. At least attempt to do more than a 1 liner. I understand the occasional writer's block, or the hurried comment that leads to a one liner, but seriously. If all of your replies are one liners, I'm dropping.
4. I don't lock my characters into one relationship. I know that some people do that and if their character hooks up with another character then they won't let romantic relationships happen with that character. I don't roll like that. Face it, my characters are hookers. If you don't like it, go find someone else.
5. some of my characters are foul mouths, just like their creator. They cuss just as much as I do. If cussing bugs you, don't comment me. They also have a tendency to speak in other languages. Don't ask me if I can actually speak them, cause I can't. I use google translate. I will include a translation at the end of the comment.
6. Lastly, please understand that I have a busy schedual. I have to balance school, home, a real life relationship, and a plethora of other things. Don't start bitching if I'm gone for more than a week. It happens, and happens a lot. Get over it.
Other than that stuff, have fun. Don't be afraid to put some crazy ass shit in there. I'm down. And also, don't be afraid to talk to me OOC. I don't bite... Hard... just kidding. I don't bite first. I'm a really cool person. I promise. Have fun with this guys. Really.


Monday, May 02, 2011

Comments go on the entry above this one or no reply

New characters to be chosen from! You can either keep your old rp or start a new one with a new character. And this time I have pictures!!!!!

Faint "Valentine" Sabaku
Faint
Age: 17
Birthday: November 10
Personality: Untrusting and distant at first, but warms up once she gets to know someone, and is actually very nice
Sexuality: Straight

Hugo "Smiling Jack" Cainlyn
Hugo
(Only alteration to this picture is that Hugo has brown hair and green tips)
Age: 18
Birthday: December 7
Personality: Very sarcastic and quite a smart ass. Likes making jokes and thinks that everything is funny.
Sexuality: Straight

Kazuhiro "Rose" Bara
Kazuhiro
(No tattoo on face)
Age: 20
Birthday: October 31
Personality: Distant and quiet around those he doesn't know. Loud and obnoxious around those he does. Caring and can be protective.
Sexuality: Bisexual

Kuriko "Insanity" Bara
Kuriko
Age: 26
Birthday: July 29th
Personality: rather cold and distant to those she doesn't know, very protective of her brother, Kazuhiro, doesn't let many people close.
Sexuality: Bisexual

Christian "Drago" Jones
Christian
(lighter brown hair and sky blue eyes)
Age: 25
Birthday: February 14
Personality: Very soft spoken, a perfect gentleman.
Sexuality: Gay

Rikku "Sanctuary" Hutchinson
Rikku
(older than this)
Age: 29
Birthday: September 14
Personality: Very outspoken and likable. Rather blunt at times and has a hard Irish accent
Sexuality: Straight

Richard "Exile" Hutchinson
Richard
Age: 30
Birthday: August 13
Personality: Caring, outspoken, strong willed, doesn't like to be messed with.
Sexuality: Straight

Lillian "Belladonna" Marks
Lillian
Age: 24
Birthday: June 10
Personality: Joker, loves to have fun, but takes work very seriously
Sexuality: Straight
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Here's how it goes. Rikku and Richard are married so one will show up in the other's story. The Baras are siblings, so same thing goes. Here are my rules:
1. No god moding. You start acting like you're the best out there and start trying to treat my characters like they're less than you, I'm dropping.
2. No illiterate people. I understand the occasional typo, but if you can't write the sentance, "I would like to go to the store for you." Without writing it like this, "I wld lke 2 go 2 the store 4 u." Don't even bother with asking me to rp
3. At least attempt to do more than a 1 liner. I understand the occasional writer's block, or the hurried comment that leads to a one liner, but seriously. If all of your replies are one liners, I'm dropping.
4. I don't lock my characters into one relationship. I know that some people do that and if their character hooks up with another character then they won't let romantic relationships happen with that character. I don't roll like that. Face it, my characters are hookers. If you don't like it, go find someone else.
5. some of my characters are foul mouths, just like their creator. They cuss just as much as I do. If cussing bugs you, don't comment me. They also have a tendency to speak in other languages. Don't ask me if I can actually speak them, cause I can't. I use google translate. I will include a translation at the end of the comment.
6. Lastly, please understand that I have a busy schedual. I have to balance school, home, a real life relationship, and a plethora of other things. Don't start bitching if I'm gone for more than a week. It happens, and happens a lot. Get over it.
Other than that stuff, have fun. Don't be afraid to put some crazy ass shit in there. I'm down. And also, don't be afraid to talk to me OOC. I don't bite... Hard... just kidding. I don't bite first. I'm a really cool person. I promise. Have fun with this guys. Really.


Monday, April 12, 2010

Currently
Dizzy up the Girl
By The Goo Goo Dolls
Iris
see related

Currently: OFFLINE (watching X-Men like the nerd I am and waiting to hear from either Tori or Jack)

 

Here are characters and the info, rules and what not. I also added character theme songs. They each have two. (No more morbid entry. Sorry.)

Faint "Valentine" Sabaku- Her age varies from 15 to 17, and is only 4 foot 11. Her birthday is november 10th She had flaming red hair that goes to her waist. Her outfits change, but the most common is a tight tank top that stops above her belly button, a pair or red and black tripp pants, and a jacket that is basically like the organization 13 jacket. She hardly ever wears shoes. She has spiral scars winding down both her arms and her left leg, three scars going the length of her back that look like claw marks and a burn mark on her stomach that covers almost her entire stomach and her entire right side. She carries a gun called cerberus and is on a mission to kill her brother's murderer, Shiki. Her eyes are different. The white of her right eye is jet black and the iris is a golden yellow. The white of her left eye isn't changed, but the iris is a deep blood red. Both her pupils are slit like a cat's eye. She wears a ribbon around her eyes to hide them. She is a being of much pain and massive amounts of self loathing and doesn't think she'll find love. Faint is a vampire and she used to have a dragon spirit sealed in her body, but lost her due to attemped suicide. She has a seal on her colar bone to hold her powers. If removed, Faint will have limitless power for about ten minutes before she dies. If she had been given the chance to learn control, she would have the power to destroy planets. Faint is straight for those of you that want to know.
Theme: Nobody's home- Avril lavigne, I Stand Alone- Godsmack

Kazuhiro "Rose" Bara- Kazuhiro is 23 and 6 foot three. His birthday is february 14th. He has shoulder length jet black hair. He is missing his right eye, but his left one is deep brown. He wears mostly baggy jeans and t-shirts. The only scars he has are on his wrist, since he used to be a cutter, and still does on occasion. He is a vampire but tries to hide it. His prefered method of fighting is hand to hand, but is an expert with martial arts, a bow staff, and a bow and arrow. He has his tongue pierced and generally wears a bar through it with a spiked ball on the end. He also has his ears pierced, but hardly ever wears earings. He plans on getting a tattoo on his shoulder, but doesn't know what he wants yet. Kazuhiro is the perfect gentleman. If he likes someone, he is completely devoted to them. He will wait on them, hand and foot, just to see them happy. He would even throw himself off a bridge, if it would make the person happy. He is slightly pessemistic about finding his mate, but still holds the hopes that one day he'll find him. Kazuhiro is gay.
Theme: Iris- The Goo Goo Dolls, I Will Follow You Into The Dark- Deathcab for Cutie

Christian "Drago" Jones- Christian is 25 and 6 feet even. His birthday is october 31st. He has short dark brown hair that he keeps spiked. His eyes are a sky blue color. He generally wears dress clothes, button down colared shirts with slacks, dress shoes, a tie, and the occasional blazer, but every now and then he'll wear something more along the gothic side. He has a tattoo on his right arm. It's a blue dragon covering his forearm with a sword behind it, there's a vine twisting around the sword and then up around his arm to his shoulder where it ends as a black and red rose on his shoulder. Christian is a vampire and used to have a dragon spirit sealed in his body, but lost him in a fight that almost killed him. He isn't open about the fact that he's a vampire, but he's not exactly closed off about it either. He doesn't announce it or try to hide it, and he doesn't care if people find out. In relationships, Christian is the perfect man. He will give you anything and everything you want and treat you like royalty. He will do anything they ask of him, and will plan out events for the day that revolve around his significant other. He knows that eventually he'll find his mate, but as of right now he isn't too worried about looking. He just wants to find them without having to look. Christian is bisexual.
Theme: Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee, Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

In terms of starters, if you want to do your own starter, tell me the character you want and do your starter. If you want me to start, just tell me the character you want. Each of them has their own personal starter. Currently still trying to work on my character starters, so if you could please give me some time on that, I would be very greatful. I'm having less time on the computer with school and whatnot.

RULES OF MY SITE:

1. Please at least try to sound compitant. I have fun with rp, and incompitant people just make it not fun.
2. Don't bash on my characters. I don't bash on yours.
3. I don't really care about cussing. I do it, too, so feel free.
4.
ABSOLUTALY NO GOD MODING!! I hate god moding with a fiery passion and if you start god moding, I will drop you faster that a hot frying pan.
5. Please at least try to write more than one sentance. If you don't give me much to work with, I can't write that much. So at least try to make it three or more.
6. As far as our characters getting together, that's all fine and dandy, but don't expect me to post it. I don't see a point in posting every time my characters hook up. So, deal with it.
7. OOC is perfectly ok. I love to talk to people as well, and it makes me happy. So you don't have to just rp
8. As far as fighting goes, if our characters are fighting together, don't just assume that you can handle everything. I love fighting, both in rp and real life, so don't push me out of the fight.
9. Please, for the love of oshmin, no text talking. It irritates me when people use text talk in rp, so please don't. It makes Oshmin very unhappy.
10. Lastly, All my characters are wiccan. If you have a problem with that, then don't rp with me. Simple as that.

Supporting characters:
Jack
Exile
Keiichi
Kazu and Kurt
Marcus, Emelian, Demetri, and Marius
Kuriko
Shiki
Baeshra
Svethnil
Dustin
Heather
Jake

So that's all my character info and the rules. Other than all that, just have fun. ^-^


Monday, August 17, 2009

Currently
Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
I Will Follow You Into the Dark
see related

Currently: ONLINE/OFLINE

 

Here are characters and the info, rules and what not. I also added character theme songs. They each have two.

Faint "Valentine" Sabaku- Her age varies from 15 to 17, and is only 4 foot 11. Her birthday is november 10th She had flaming red hair that goes to her waist. Her outfits change, but the most common is a tight tank top that stops above her belly button, a pair or red and black tripp pants, and a jacket that is basically like the organization 13 jacket. She hardly ever wears shoes. She has spiral scars winding down both her arms and her left leg, three scars going the length of her back that look like claw marks and a burn mark on her stomach that covers almost her entire stomach and her entire right side. She carries a gun called cerberus and is on a mission to kill her brother's murderer, Shiki. Her eyes are different. The white of her right eye is jet black and the iris is a golden yellow. The white of her left eye isn't changed, but the iris is a deep blood red. Both her pupils are slit like a cat's eye. She wears a ribbon around her eyes to hide them. She is a being of much pain and massive amounts of self loathing and doesn't think she'll find love. Faint is a vampire and she used to have a dragon spirit sealed in her body, but lost her due to attemped suicide. She has a seal on her colar bone to hold her powers. If removed, Faint will have limitless power for about ten minutes before she dies. If she had been given the chance to learn control, she would have the power to destroy planets. Faint is straight for those of you that want to know.
Theme: Nobody's home- Avril lavigne, I Stand Alone- Godsmack

Kazuhiro "Rose" Bara- Kazuhiro is 23 and 6 foot three. His birthday is february 14th. He has shoulder length jet black hair. He is missing his right eye, but his left one is deep brown. He wears mostly baggy jeans and t-shirts. The only scars he has are on his wrist, since he used to be a cutter, and still does on occasion. He is a vampire but tries to hide it. His prefered method of fighting is hand to hand, but is an expert with martial arts, a bow staff, and a bow and arrow. He has his tongue pierced and generally wears a bar through it with a spiked ball on the end. He also has his ears pierced, but hardly ever wears earings. He plans on getting a tattoo on his shoulder, but doesn't know what he wants yet. Kazuhiro is the perfect gentleman. If he likes someone, he is completely devoted to them. He will wait on them, hand and foot, just to see them happy. He would even throw himself off a bridge, if it would make the person happy. He is slightly pessemistic about finding his mate, but still holds the hopes that one day he'll find him. Kazuhiro is gay.
Theme: Iris- The Goo Goo Dolls, I Will Follow You Into The Dark- Deathcab for Cutie

Christian "Drago" Jones- Christian is 25 and 6 feet even. His birthday is october 31st. He has short dark brown hair that he keeps spiked. His eyes are a sky blue color. He generally wears dress clothes, button down colared shirts with slacks, dress shoes, a tie, and the occasional blazer, but every now and then he'll wear something more along the gothic side. He has a tattoo on his right arm. It's a blue dragon covering his forearm with a sword behind it, there's a vine twisting around the sword and then up around his arm to his shoulder where it ends as a black and red rose on his shoulder. Christian is a vampire and used to have a dragon spirit sealed in his body, but lost him in a fight that almost killed him. He isn't open about the fact that he's a vampire, but he's not exactly closed off about it either. He doesn't announce it or try to hide it, and he doesn't care if people find out. In relationships, Christian is the perfect man. He will give you anything and everything you want and treat you like royalty. He will do anything they ask of him, and will plan out events for the day that revolve around his significant other. He knows that eventually he'll find his mate, but as of right now he isn't too worried about looking. He just wants to find them without having to look. Christian is bisexual.
Theme: Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee, Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

In terms of starters, if you want to do your own starter, tell me the character you want and do your starter. If you want me to start, just tell me the character you want. Each of them has their own personal starter. Currently still trying to work on my character starters, so if you could please give me some time on that, I would be very greatful. I'm having less time on the computer with school and whatnot.

RULES OF MY SITE:

1. Please at least try to sound compitant. I have fun with rp, and incompitant people just make it not fun.
2. Don't bash on my characters. I don't bash on yours.
3. I don't really care about cussing. I do it, too, so feel free.
4.
ABSOLUTALY NO GOD MODING!! I hate god moding with a fiery passion and if you start god moding, I will drop you faster that a hot frying pan.
5. Please at least try to write more than one sentance. If you don't give me much to work with, I can't write that much. So at least try to make it three or more.
6. As far as our characters getting together, that's all fine and dandy, but don't expect me to post it. I don't see a point in posting every time my characters hook up. So, deal with it.
7. OOC is perfectly ok. I love to talk to people as well, and it makes me happy. So you don't have to just rp
8. As far as fighting goes, if our characters are fighting together, don't just assume that you can handle everything. I love fighting, both in rp and real life, so don't push me out of the fight.
9. Please, for the love of oshmin, no text talking. It irritates me when people use text talk in rp, so please don't. It makes Oshmin very unhappy.
10. Lastly, All my characters are wiccan. If you have a problem with that, then don't rp with me. Simple as that.

Supporting characters:
Kuro
Exile
Keiichi
Kazu and Kurt
Marcus, Emelian, Demetri, and Marius
Kuriko
Shiki
Baeshra
Svethnil
Dustin
Heather
Jake

So that's all my character info and the rules. Other than all that, just have fun. ^-^

EDIT- No OOC Edit at the time


Friday, July 24, 2009

Currently
Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
One winged angel
see related

Currently: ONLINE/OFFLINE

 

My site is no longer under construction! yay! Anyways, as earlier started, I have three characters you can rp with. Here are the charaters and their descriptions.

Faint "Valentine" Sabaku- Her age varies from 15 to 17, and is only 4 foot 11. Her birthday is november 10th She had flaming red hair that goes to her waist. Her outfits change, but the most common is a tight tank top that stops above her belly button, a pair or red and black tripp pants, and a jacket that is basically like the organization 13 jacket. She hardly ever wears shoes. She has spiral scars winding down both her arms and her left leg, three scars going the length of her back that look like claw marks and a burn mark on her stomach that covers almost her entire stomach and her entire right side. She carries a gun called cerberus and is on a mission to kill her brother's murderer, Shiki. Her eyes are different. The white of her left eye is jet black and the iris is a golden yellow. The white of her right eye isn't changed, but the iris is a deep blood red. Both her pupils are slit like a cat's eye. She wears a ribbon around her eyes to hide them. She is a being of much pain and massive amounts of self loathing and doesn't think she'll find love. Faint is a vampire and she used to have a dragon spirit sealed in her body, but lost her due to attemped suicide. She has a seal on her colar bone to hold her powers. If removed, Faint will have limitless power for about ten minutes before she dies. If she had been given the chance to learn control, she would have the power to destroy planets. Faint is straight for those of you that want to know.

Kazuhiro "Rose" Bara- Kazuhiro is 23 and 6 foot three. His birthday is february 14th. He has shoulder length jet black hair. He is missing his right eye, but his left one is deep brown. He wears mostly baggy jeans and t-shirts. The only scars he has are on his wrist, since he used to be a cutter, and still does on occasion. He is a vampire but tries to hide it. His prefered method of fighting is hand to hand, but is an expert with martial arts, a bow staff, and a bow and arrow. He has his tongue pierced and generally wears a bar through it with a spiked ball on the end. He also has his ears pierced, but hardly ever wears earings. He plans on getting a tattoo on his shoulder, but doesn't know what he wants yet. Kazuhiro is the perfect gentleman. If he likes someone, he is completely devoted to them. He will wait on them, hand and foot, just to see them happy. He would even throw himself off a bridge, if it would make the person happy. He is slightly pessemistic about finding his mate, but still holds the hopes that one day he'll find him. Kazuhiro is gay.

Christian "Drago" Jones- Christian is 25 and 6 feet even. His birthday is october 31st. He has short dark brown hair that he keeps spiked. His eyes are a sky blue color. He generally wears dress clothes, button down colared shirts with slacks, dress shoes, a tie, and the occasional blazer, but every now and then he'll wear something more along the gothic side. He has a tattoo on his right arm. It's a blue dragon covering his forearm with a sword behind it, there's a vine twisting around the sword and then up around his arm to his shoulder where it ends as a black and red rose on his shoulder. Christian is a vampire and used to have a dragon spirit sealed in his body, but lost him in a fight that almost killed him. He isn't open about the fact that he's a vampire, but he's not exactly closed off about it either. He doesn't announce it or try to hide it, and he doesn't care if people find out. In relationships, Christian is the perfect man. He will give you anything and everything you want and treat you like royalty. He will do anything they ask of him, and will plan out events for the day that revolve around his significant other. He knows that eventually he'll find his mate, but as of right now he isn't too worried about looking. He just wants to find them without having to look. Christian is bisexual.

In terms of starters, if you want to do your own starter, tell me the character you want and do your starter. If you want me to start, just tell me the character you want. Each of them has their own personal starter.

RULES OF MY SITE:

1. Please at least try to sound compitant. I have fun with rp, and incompitant people just make it not fun.
2. Don't bash on my characters. I don't bash on yours.
3. I don't really care about cussing. I do it, too, so feel free.
4.
ABSOLUTALY NO GOD MODING!! I hate god moding with a fiery passion and if you start god moding, I will drop you faster that a hot frying pan.
5. Please at least try to write more than one sentance. If you don't give me much to work with, I can't write that much. So at least try to make it three or more.
6. As far as our characters getting together, that's all fine and dandy with me, I could care less, but please understand that I have a boyfriend in real life, so I'm not going to post if one of my characters is with someone. It makes me feel bad, so it's not gonna happen. Sorry if that offends you in anyway, but that's just the way it it.
7. OOC is perfectly ok. I love to talk to people as well, and it makes me happy. So you don't have to just rp
8. As far as fighting goes, if our characters are fighting together, don't just assume that you can handle everything. I love fighting, both in rp and real life, so don't push me out of the fight.
9. Please, for the love of oshmin, no text talking. It irritates me when people use text talk in rp, so please don't. It makes Oshmin very unhappy.
10. Lastly, All my characters are wiccan. If you have a problem with that, then don't rp with me. Simple as that.

Supporting characters and who they'll be used with:
Exile- He's Faint's weapons builder.
Keiichi- He's a waiter at one of the resteraunts Faint eats at.
Kazu and Kurt- Two of Faint's best friends.
Marcus, Emelian, Demetri, and Marius- they are the four council elders. Both Kazuhiro and Faint see them.
Kuriko- Kazuhiro's older sister.
Shiki- The man that killed Faint's brother.
Baeshra- Faint's former dragon spirit
Svethnil- Christian's former dragon spirit.
Dustin- Christian's best friend.
Heather- The bloodtraitor's main medical director.

So that's all my character info and the rules. Other than all that, just have fun. ^-^

HACKED!- This is Faint's best friend Heather. I have momentarily hacked this site to leave a quick message. And that massage is this. If you fuck with my little sister, in any way shape or form, and you make her cry or sad or even the tinest bit upset, I will hunt you down, and you will meet my chainsaw. But by all means, have fun on her site.



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